This happens every single time. I don’t even know why i try anymore. I do this every single time. I go met you and i kiss you and then i go home and regret from the second i got there from the second i left. I just hurt myself every single time. I don’t wanna do this anymore, I can’t. Im so broken that I can’t be by myself for more then 5 minutes without me driving myself completely insane. I don’t care what you say or what you do, this time Its so over. Nothing works, i don’t care i want to kill myself. I’m done